Wednesday, January 6, 2010

fuck this winter break and not having a bicycle.

11 am. where am i? i am in bed.
what is that alarm? watch. fuck it, why won't it turn off - PHONE!
it's the phone.
run, try.to.sound.composed.
in my best morning voice, i have been awake for an hour or three and
had my two cups of black tea and one of coffee, oh sure.
"hello."
she's in new york where it is noon.

fuck this wednesday, fuck this winter break, today was is such a fucking bust.
i cut my bangs twenty minutes ago, thus making that the only accomplishment/happening of the day.

resolution for the last ten days of winter break:
don't let this happen again.

if that much holds, i will be having a fine last ten days.
i am not enjoying winter break. it is exactly like the summer that i left when i went to new york in the fall. i need to leave home. i need to break less heart. i need to sleep less.

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