i'm pulling and all-nighter and writing about shakespeare? it must be wednesday.

i was talking with erin earlier tonight. she was saying that i'm getting bad.

she doesn't think my sleeping and working habits are healthy or something. that i

was so good at the beginning of the year. i would wake up in the mornings.

i overslept this morning for the second time this week. on monday i missed a conference (which is very very bad)

today i missed the driving test that i signed up for.

no big deal, but i'm sure i made someone with a clipboard

and a van

kind of pissed off. which sucks, because that person is probably the same person

who works at the place where i get toilet paper or the person who fixes our shower or something.

someone i don't want mad at me.

it seems like once a week

now, i just sort of concede

to the fact that i probably won't get any sleep that night.

oh-khay.

ok.

over spring break i will fix.

maybe. i will

break and mend

right

and

pollute and fire and finish and stitch,

read and sleep and cacophony and watch and take trains.

and forward motion.

and before spring break i will have to finish this paper.