here goes very little.

because i want to feel bigger than i am.
because i want to feel smaller than i am.
because i am a filthy hypocrite.
because i can.
because you are reading this.
because i fall in love and have my heart broken half a dozen times some days.
because no one has my eyes.
because i guess the internet can almost be okay sometimes.
because i have stories and you have stories.
because i love You but i can't say it with my voice.
because some days i want to feel heard and avoid all people.
because life is lived in moments of existence and shared with words.
because i don't always seize the moment.
because i am a secret attention whore.

why all this?
because this first post was a hurdle and i had to get over it some how.