don't even know ...

elected

chosen

hand-picked

prayed for

popular vote

appointed

applied

paired up

singled out

single

alone

pin pricks

miss julie's throat

that canary

bleeding never

never engaged

daydream overhaul

gushing

leadership position

sly sentence

change slipped in

semantics

...(ellipses)...

really.

throat punch.

really.

half question

really?

half shrieked

really?

trained ear

catch differ

too much power

hold me up

expect

ing

SHIFT.

expected desired perfect unknown/known/who knows me?/people know me?/how?/aren't i the one sits in the corner?/oh, yeah, except when i'm an attention whore.

in theory

theatre

theory.

absurd

oppressed

clown

school

cabaret

retreat

revamp

ground up

building

i've had my eye on the anatomy of a revolution at the local thrift store for ages and i finally dropped the thirty-five cents to make it mine today. if nothing else that title is brilliant.

best yet. better best

promotion

brave new hope

brave new world

miranda my homegrrrl

so not.

batshit crazy

performance

collective

in a perfect world.....

and

"you want more people dancing at the end of the show than at the beginning."

i don't wanna make you regret this.

new jobs

today

and

yesterday

for

next year

and

saturday,

respectively.

now won't somebody hire me for the summer please?!

my whole fucking apartment smells like trash. and not in the good way. in the damp rot way.

i just took the trash out. this is not my fault. this is my fault. this is weather change.